Several large, glassy moments stolen from the middle of the day hang weightily around my head and shoulders as I take advantage of their fullness to whisper with God over coffee in a windowed corner of the cafe. Daydreams and bright bits of future make their way from the pages of my letters to Him to my head and finally into my heart, where they glow warmly. I dream of white walls and breezes in the curtains and my own slip in the harbor, of my practice and all the unique opportunities for service and for love and for growth, of music and books and photographs, of a bright bundle of family and friends and peace under cherry trees.
When I found myself browsing Northern Michigan waterfront real estate, I realized I may have a problem. I need to come to terms with reality: the fact is that I have three-and-a-half more years of school before I can even think about moving up there.
But the dream is important! (Watch me argue this point with myself …) Oswald Chambers says that daydreaming can be useful, as it helps you formulate a spiritual game plan. And, as I learned and am learning from Wendell Berry, homes are important in that they provide a setting for your life. I’m discovering with greater clarity what shape my life should take, and this inspires in me a combination of peace and anticipation that I’ve never before known. My life is unfolding rapidly and will start coming faster and faster every year. What’s wrong with looking ahead at the spaces I’ll need to frame it?
I also found the firm I want to work at. It’s in Traverse City. 🙂